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okay this is going to be a very fashiony post hahaha basically my one of my favourite posters (aaw she's so presh heehee i love all her posts!) posted on wiwt2 and then i fell into the spiral which is fashionblog surfing and looking at runway shows sigh it's very addictive :( and resort collections are especially "wearable".

sometimes i get jealous of these people who seem to have an unlimited budget and are like young and gorgeous and all but oh well. eg. girl i linked is like sixteen and how is it she is so awesome??? okay nvm i think i have quite a lot to be thankful for as it is so jealousy is rather unwarranted and just a product of my vanity ha ha

( long and somewhat image heavy post... )

omg okay i was going to post this but then i saw that the topshop dress i've wanted forever (er, since like i saw it three days ago heehee) WENT ON SALE omgosh from 65 pounds to 30 pounds!!!



except people don't have topshop sprees and i really really can't afford it even though it'd be like, 90 bucks incl. shipping :( aaaah it's everything i love rn; it's a lovely shade of pink (yes i have suddenly developed a love for pink in certain shades) and the skirt is SCALLOPED oh god i love scalloped hems. nigel says it is a dress his 4-year-old girl cousin would look good in and if i wore it nobody would take me seriously but idrlyc omg SO CUTE.

( cut for obnoxiously large photo of the most perfect dress ever )

AAAAHH IT IS SO CUTE I LOVE IT I WANT TO WEAR THIS FOR PROM OR LIKE HAVE ITS BABIES OR SOMETHING HEEHEE I JUST LOVE IT. i want it so bad ack but i just can't afford to spend another $90 omg. i need like, a sugar daddy plz :(

I'm quite worried about ( my sister. (major tl;dr ahead) )

all that said, i appear to have cricked my neck (according to my mother). this would be due to several weird stretches (as in when you stretch and go aaaahhh) over the past few days and also gan's incessant abuse i.e. "massaging" (more like mauling) of my shoulders which results in me doing some form of "raising your hackles". like, my neck tendons (???what are they called) and shoulders/shoulderblades just tense up completely and then i feel this terrible awful ache in my right shoulder/neck tendon/whatever it is called. and it won't go away ugh i just want someone to idk press it nicely and gently and dissolve the incessant ache. it always comes back in twinges esp when i turn my head :( i also have a pimple/mosquito bite idk on the right side of my jaw which also happens to be near the part of my jaw i always stroke when i'm thinking lolol. why are all my complaints about the right side of my body o: though better one side than both i guess. or why not NONE AT ALL

ok lol maybe i shouldnt make posts past 3 am & i am quite sure i have said this before too actually?

best female cover of Apologise I've heard so far. only guitar and voice but that's what makes it so amazing omg her voice is breathtaking i love the half-huskiness. not to mention she's gorgeous o: she did a cover of Use Somebody too, it's completely amazing as well but i think good girl covers of apologise are really rare, so. hehe my voice kind of sounds like hers now, only even huskier and super raspy and obviously i have like what, 1/4 of my full range??? i can't even do my head voice :( it just... doesn't come out hahaha. uh huh that's right the moment i get a semblance of my voice back i abuse it mercilessly ha ha

i think i've probably lost like an entire octave from all the sore throats i've gotten, idk why i always get them!!! okay MAYBE cause i mercilessly abuse my voice. just maybe, y'know... but ok i promised myself i have to shut up (as much as possible) tomorrow!!! not gna be very difficult since i have free block h1 math history tutorial gp CHINESE BANE OF MY LIFE and assembly. and then syf presentation rehearsal oh well. don't need much talking, those.

my sister keeps vomiting! if she pukes more she'll have to be hospitalised :( we alr went to see a specialist at thomson hospital who used to be my doctor too and he gave her some weird meds like some electrolyte (??!) powder which needs to be mixed into a drink and stuff to keep down fever and nausea. but if she vomits blood/green stuff (seriously this is what my mom said) she'll need to go stay in hospital. i hope shes gonna be okay :(

mm what else. oh yes today first block of term 3 was PE!!! and i wandered around at the field before seeing steph and nigel and some other 1E comrades who told me pe for 1E was at the ISH. dillon fail hahaha like ten people didn't know??? okay to be fair i am the uh girl pe rep but NO ONE KNOWS/REMEMBERS THIS i intend to keep it that way. then we got our pe electives (HAHA INLINE SKATING im totally gonna own kthx i don't even remember what modules i picked but inline skating defn wasnt my first choice. my first choice was CANOEING lololol for the tan, ok) and the pe teacher dismissed the girls!! but waiteng&ruici&i stayed back to be MANLY haha i love the boys' pe teacher he's damn funny and coolbeanz, he said "ok so you three girls are manly ah" heehee then 1E being 1E we were all like "OH, VERY MANLY, SIR heehee"

frisbee w boys was superfun! oh man boys' pe is way better than girls' pe hahaha and much faster-moving. though from next lesson we do our electives, boo. :( & tomorrow i get to call someone to help them wake up omgosh so ~*~exciting~*~ i feel like i have a higher purpose in waking up now instead of just doing my routine and going off to school to have my econs freeblock breakfast heehee

OKAY HERE COMES THE ENTIRE POINT OF THIS POST (minus awesome cover), from gan:

Reply to this post and I will write one thing I love about you. Maybe more than one. o:!!! Then (if you want) repost it to your own journal and spread the love :)

okay guys HIT ME WITH YOUR BEST SHOT let's go!

oh & eta: if you were curious, what gan said about me was that he loved my energy (he also mentioned my epicfailness but obviously my epicness goes w/o saying hahaha) and my ability to "shrug things off" and then just get along with life. yup thanks gan your comment made me happy :)

i have a pile of washed unfolded clothes on my bed and a couple of styleblogs open and some youtube videos and NO NOTES THAT I SHOULD BE STUDYING IN FRONT OF ME. feels gooooooood

what doesnt feel so good is my throat :( actually it feels fine and it doesnt hurt as much to swallow now (did you know difficulty/pain in swallowing is called DYSPHAGIA omg) but my voice is still gone!! sigh i really need to learn how to shut up haha the moment i went to school and started talking it got worse! at home i only talk to my mom like a few sentences but otherwise i keep quiet.

i'm glad i took CTs even though i had an mc :) doctor didn't tell me exactly what was wrong but i know its a throat infection at least. i googled and came up with strep throat which ruici says is really contagious so I'M SORRY IF I'VE PASSED MY THING TO ANYONE SUPER SORRY :( i think i passed it to a few people the last time i was sick too omg but my mom hates to let me stay at home when i'm sick.

i was kinda dreading the history paper on tuesday (i had an mc on tuesday!!! but didnt use it UNLIKE SOME OTHER PEOPLE you guys shouldve seen the number of absentees in 1E during the cts hahaha quite hilarious) and i was cramming nonstop all the way up til 3 am the night before and panicking cause stuff kept leaking out and i had to keep reading backwards in my notes to check! but suddenly miraculously when i woke up on tuesday and started revising in my head on the bus (makes me feel better hehe i always do that for history) i could remember everything it was so comforting :) though i'm quite disappointed because i ran out of time (whats new???) and didn't write a v impt point for my SEAn paper!!! that the absence of colonial rule led to apolitical and placid movements :( :( :( THIS IS A V IMPT POINT OKAY AND ITS AN IMBA ONE IM SO SAD I DIDNT GET TO WRITE IT FML. SERIOUSLY, FML :( :( i had another point that i missed out on writing too but it wasnt as imba and important. the ran-out-of-time problem happened for Lit too but at least it only made me have a v weak conclusion which was only ONE LINE and a pointless line at that. really must plan time better sigh esp for history i'm so disappointed in myself. I KNEW EVERYTHING OKAY i completely didnt expect myself to remember shit but i actually did and that kind of makes it worse? that i knew what to write but didnt :(

as for math hehe completely didnt study! h1n1 heeheehee get it??? but jl was really nice and made me revise stuff like on tuesday and today just before the paper and in the end I THINK I MIGHT PASSSSSS the paper was surprisingly easy. like, easier than the rev qns o: and i did like 6 qns out of 7!!! though im not sure if my answers were wrong :( it felt ok though so maybe i'll pass idk.

tsd theory is coming up on friday, idk how to revise it but my mom says i should so... okay maybe. sometimes my mom is right i was really hating her for making me take the history paper even though i had an mc cause i was dreading it but now that it's over i'm happy i took it! (THOUGH THAT POINT I DIDNT WRITE STILL PISSES ME OFF MAJORLY, JSYK)

anyway i think i will google and attempt to read some godot guides or something thank goodness practical was postponed because I HAVE LOST MY VOICE AND HENCE CANNOT SING. sorry cat i love you bb (BOSOM BUDDY)!!! but it feels like cts are over anyway because i think you are meant to fail your first tsd ct?? except i don't really want to but oh well :/

...so, i'm not expecting much for math but at least i have now revised my dire prediction of straight U's!!! i now predict B/C for lit & history and a D/S for math hahahaha if i get any As I WILL KISS RUICI ILU oh yeah on tuesday i stayed over at ruici's house!! it was super fun haha she mugged math and i mugged lit and then we got DISTRACTED by ~fashun~ and MATT DOYLE yes i am still obsessed over that video i think i will sleep now hehe 9 pm!... or maybe after the awesome fotc video hannah posted i love fotc theyre damn win!! flight of the concords for the uninitiated, totally must watch i'm loling irl. oh oh i just remembered!!! read this lj post it is the best thing ever. it's like an account of what happened when two ~GHETTO~ boiz talked to this girl working in a candy store hehe

Him: Chica grl... MMMM!!! U got dem BIG OLE jubblies.. *leans even closer and whispers, while his henchman goes nuts* Ah kin buy u daimunz......
Henchmen: GIRL!! You don't even know!!!

U GOT DEM BIG OLE JUBBLIES LOLOLOLOL AH KIN BUY U DAIMUNZ~~ i totally have a ghetto accent ok my ghettospeak wins ruici's mosdef. & flist good luck for remaining cts! :)

I miss Bryden Chew more than ever :(

Just as i finished mugging KW and CMC i discovered that all the info about CW origins in my brain had magically dissolved into the atmosphere. D: so now i'm rereading my CW notes before i start on sea history, at 9.30 pm the night ebfore the history paper.

YES IM FUCKED

tomorrow i might experience a mindblock and then all i will be able to remember will be the Kittens quote (see post title, stalin ftw) and I will draw lolcats on my exam paper and write "Can I has pass?? :D" or something

i went to the doctor today, it is not swine flu and i have an mc for tomorrow but my mom won't let me skip the history paper, fml. it is actually a sinusitis thingy throat infection but ok who cares I NOW HAVE A USELESS MC the doctor told me to stay home but nooo my mother has to go call up the sac and be like "oh she doesnt have a fever! but i really want her to take the history paper. so she can take it right?"

FORGET CAN, I DONT WANT TO. KINDLY SHUT UP NAO, WOMAN!!!

anyway the moment i switched on my laptop i think like 70% of my productivity disappeared. which is really good since like, i don't know anything about how the jap occupation affected nationalism and shit, and it might come out o:

i wish my brain were a 160gb hard drive equipped with rl ctrl+f :( then life would be 987654678x easier.